我真的很伤心
为什么每次都是这样？
每次都要责骂我？
在你们说对我失望的同时
有想过我的感受吗？
有想过我的心也在流泪吗？
我只能把自己武装起来
在你们责骂我的时候
假装坚强
我已经尽力把一切做到很好了
没有这么懒惰
态度也改善了很多
为什么你们还是不满意
还要这样来伤我的心.........



或许我就是这样的一个女生
不是一个好女儿，好姐姐，好妹妹...
我从来都没扮演好我的角色...
只会向你们要求这个那个...
我到底应该怎样？
我累了...
真的累了....

erm.. nw at Sunway's PC room .. alone
waiting my fren to send me home :(
haiz.. jus nw read wei zeik's blog..
a bit touching.. he asked me try to mix wif others coz he n stella wan go to matrix le..
haiz...can u 2 pls dun go.. i will miss u 2 pretty much u knw??? :(
after KS gt his JPA .. he will go too.. leave me alone.. haiz.. dunno how la..
hv try to learn to be more independant le.. cannot always rely on them..

i admit.. i m really very sloppy sentiment..
will feel touch even a very very small things..
will feel sad.. feel happy towards reali small things..
i wish to change too.. but i found out tat it is much more difficult than i tot...
arrr....
feeling a bit down nw... without any reason... :(

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nw share some happy n funny matters~ :)
today me, stella,ks,wei zeik.. we 4 wore white polo tee to college..
n we buttoned up all d buttons~~ XD
haha~
n i wore my spec too.. d 1st time i wear spec to school... so funny n embarrassin...
haha~ we looked sooo nerd~ i feel lyk everyone ''staring'' at me.. ==
coz i really look stupid wif my whole attire.. will upload d photos later.. XD
we took lots of photos today.. we act nerd together.. at d staircase ..
n suddenly one lady teacher cum .. we all stunt there.. haha~ reali funny~wahahahaXD
i bet tis will b a very very sweet memory b4 u 3 go...
no matter wad u all decide.. i reali do cherish all d times we spent together..
i realy love u all ~ muackssss^^

erm.. today was raining damn heavily...
cant even see the road.. luckily Kok liang helped me to drive my lovely car :)
my life at sunway college is indeed fun n quite carefree..
i can totally adapt to my college's life edi..
haiz.. but i start to worry nw...
will i neglect my academics due to the too carefree lifestyle?
will i change back to wad i usually did during form 5 times?
arrrr... quite perplexed nw..
i will strive for it one..
i wouldn't do all d stupid things tat will ruin my future...
my goal..my aim... i m sure these all will cum true one day..
my NUS, NTU.. wait me ya :)
i will nt hesitate to pursue my dream n goal...
shelin ar ~ +u oo :)


P/s: today quite angry.. coz one of my stupid relative done a stupid thing.. so childish n vulgar.. eeeee...:(

happi b'day~

哎哟...现在的我...

心情怪怪的..

看着照片..

看着曾经的我们...

突然间有很多很多的感触...

兴啊..我很想你...

真的很想..

我会好好照顾自己，加油的

我答应你..

你也是哦

在另一个世界要照顾好自己

要开开心心的....

happy b'day...^^