有了女朋友就请你收敛一点！
不要到处勾三搭四，一直flirt别人！
你真的很贱.
一点羞耻之心都没有
真不想再看到你.

谢谢你为我做了那么多..
“一辈子那么长，等你几年算什么？” 我很感动,真的.
每次都无私地为了我付出，我却一次次地践踏了你的真心，让你失望..对不起
我知道你对于我的坚持总会有厌倦的一天..然后放弃我
我不知道我会不会后悔，可是真的很谢谢你的坚持..
谢谢你那么疼我，照顾我..
让我们暂时维持现状好吗？
我喜欢现在的我们..

失望的感觉很不好受。

i have a feeling of lost that i thought i'd never have.

be happy =)

不管我再乐观，在开心，玩得有多疯都好，笑得有多开怀，
不停告诉自己要坚强，要加油...
可是我还是会有伤心，难过，崩溃
想哭的时候啊......

=(

T.T
我很享受我现在的生活，我很安于现状...
没什么每次都要在我开开心心的时候来影响我的心情？
说什么''你喜新厌旧，我讨厌''
在你说这句话的时候可以仔细思考清楚先吗？
我不是喜新厌旧...我只能说谁对我好，我会对他更好，对我不好的，我不会再去理他
他也不必再奢望我会再看他了...不用再找我了，我累了....
不用道歉，不用解释，我听腻了...
T___T

back from monash trip le~
the trip was not really fun =p it was tedious to listen all those talks ==
the fun,sweet n most memorable part was the moment we flied kites, steamboat~
heart to heart conversaton at sasa house n on d bus =p
n i knw the frens in jan intake more le~ some of them r reali beyond my imagination..
especially nash~~ he was super lame ==
i cherish all these momeries sooo much ^^
i m veri happy nw~ haha~^^

yeah~ tomolo go to sasa house n spend a nite there!!
super exciting oo!! haha~ (jus lyk a small kid ==)
hope d trip ll b a nice n fun one =D

stop pretending in front of me
argh... u really hv spit personality lo ... ==
dun feel lyk seeing u again..
ishhhhhh...

我们以为长大后，幸福离我们很远。我们以为，金钱财富，
可以换来满满的幸福。我们忘记了内心的初衷，也遗忘了纤细美好的小小幸福从何而来．
我们在人生的迷宫中，走失了路．．．
像失去翅膀的小天使蹲在街角嚎啕大哭．．因为幸福不见了．．．

突然间想到你，今天提到了你..
你放下了吗？希望你办得到了...

我知道你不会看到这些东西，可是就突然想说
请原谅我，当初这样的决定真的逼不得已...

放下？我看似说的很轻松..
放下，有时没那么容易，因为有着共同编织的回忆
回忆之所以美好，在于它有一段美丽甜蜜的过去 =)

ya. everything is alright nw. it seems so.
so i jus carry on my life , n ignore her ba~ i shuld do tis earlier perhaps.
but sometimes really difficult for me...yer =(
luckily still hv u all ..




erm. sometimes mayb i m too nosy le.
wan care tis n care tat, mayb ppl wont appreciate it ? dunno..
btw.. quite happy these few days~~ everyday enjoy-ing ~
especially the code~ i like d punishment~~ wahaha~~
hope everything will be alright all d while~~ ^^

speechless

jus finish chatting wif baojian...
from 10.30 chat until 3.00 a.m.
bao jian... thanks a lot...
thanks for consoling me all d time... haiz.. i knw u wish all of us can stay peacefully
but it is a bit hard lo coz she oways do tis n tat behind all of us n act ignorant in front of others... i tot tis of kind of scene onli ll appear in movie but in fact in happens on me... haiz... speechless...


but seriously, after chatting wif u, i m not so sad n angry nw..
perhaps they ll say is me but not so important to me oso le... ya... time is d best remedy but i dun think tis quote suitable for her coz she ll never learnt one.. many times le she oso lyk tis.. super dissapointed on u .. but luckily still have u all...



n my sunway's fren, although we jus knw each other for 4 months onli.. but u all r really a nice one... =D n treat me truthfully... nt lyk her..
stella, vs, sir, huiping,sasa,shao, felicia, dora, ivy, meimei,zi ming, mario, irene, qingwei, n many more la...

thankiew for bein my fren, i feel glad to knw all of u.. thx god to let me knw all of u.. i love u guys...



baojian... thanks a lot... my 10 yrs + buddy ...

can you stop behave like a child ????
can u b mature a bit????
can u stop stabbing me in d back??????
oh gosh.... u r d one who din make any changes yet u still dare to criticise me??
i really hate u
super hate u from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!!

tis morning went back to SSI to attend d Majlis Anugerah.
yueting won the '' pelajar all -rounder''!!!! wohoo~~~ gv him hands of applause~~~
a yue ar.. ur high school's life really 画下完美的句点了，没有遗憾了啦=)
after tis , went to sweet dynasty again ...
sat there n chit-chatting.. so happy ^^ we oso bought a cake for chinni n leilei n ''recelebrate'' their b'day~ nice memory ~~~~
after tis.. we back home quite early coz d form 6 guys nid to prepare their very first test .. ><


so happy today ^^
too bad i cant upload d photos coz my nokia's cable lost edi== cant find it==
wait tomorrow ba ^^


btw.. guys, i watched ''the back up plan'' edi~nt bad nt bad~~ haha =)
hope we can watch twilight eclipse together ^^

i done really badly in my last semester exam.. seriously..
n sumone who gt B n C kept on saying tat he done badly too.. OMG, very offensive to me oso lo .. did u notice tat? =(

en.. but i knw tat.. i dint lose to anyone .. i jus lose to myself..
it was umpteen times i said to myself tat i nid to buck up, i nid to work harder, i ll work harder, i wont b lazy anymore.. but i did none of them! ya.. sometimes i feel quite contradictory too.. i knw tat i nid to work harder.. but i ll delay my study plan everytime coz i ll convince myself tat i still gt many ''tomorrow'' tis stupid attitude of mine led me to this sucks results.. i deserved it.



ya.a girl who was a top student in her previous high school .
a girl who can get straight As in most of her exam .
a girl who never fail her exam before.
but wad is her performance nw?
shame on her. i think evryone ll look down on her. including me .
i wont make any empty promise anymore.
i ll prove to everyone i m still d same bee ~ i can make it one.

突然好想你................

看了慧妮的blog..突然觉得我和她越来越疏远了..
是少了联络没错，可是为什么那种姐妹的感觉好像不见了？
曾经，我一伤心，第一个就会sms她..曾经，我们三个，是那么那么的好...就我们三个
考试我压力大，你们两个一定会在我身边鼓励我..
当映兴离开我们后，我们又是一直鼓励着对方...
看着我书桌上我们三个的合照，会感慨，难过..
或许是经不起时间的考验吧..我们都败给了时间..又或者是我多心了...




兴啊，我很想你，很想很想...
我知道我不能一直眷恋过去...只是今天看了我们以前的合照，突然很想..
以前的我们真的很开心，每次欺负你XD 你也不会生气
每次都很照顾我们..
还有你的扯令，超级帅的...双令还躺下去..真的很轰动噢~
你的舞蹈，也是很厉害...（现在我的新朋友叫我跳舞，我都不会跳=（, 你在就好，可以教我)
还有很多很多，我真的真的很想你！！！！
我很傻吧... 现在的我，打着blog,打着打着，眼泪竟然留下来了...
兴，我的好姐妹啊，我想看你美美的笑，想听你的声音，想收到你的sms...
真的真的很想你。。。。。。。。=（

yeah!!!!my bro bought a wireless modem for me today!!! (finally ><)
can use my laptop online loh~~ wohoo~~ really finally =.=




went to SG yesterday.. bought lots of things ==
my mum forbid me to buy one.. but my bro jus come in n pay for me =) thx la
but i oso nid to control myself le... haiz.. i ll really lost control when i see all those pretty clothes n bags =.=

erm... tomolo start school liao.. i hate to wake up early =(
but i m happy n anticipating oso coz i can see all of my frenz~~~ =D



hv to go 4 dinner nw
see u guys tomolo la~~ =D

goin to SG tomolo~ ==
nid to settle some personal things then go BUgis street shopping XD
wish to buy a new bag =D
i think tomolo ll b a very tiring day for me -_-

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the name list of class splitting is out..
OMG.. i am nt d same class wif sir n wei zeik =( yer.....
but luckily Bio, MS, stat ll b together =) n our recess time oso d same ~ hu~~~~=D
k la~ still can meet them durin recess time n u guys must teach me hor! ^^
erm... monday ll start schooling again.. very anticipating oo.. coz ntg to do at home==
hope everything ll b alrite n all d best to me n everyone =D

buck up bee ^^




p/s : i wan to see sex n the city, twilight eclipse~~!!!!!!!! ==

toy story 3

3 in red =)

went to watch toy story 3 ytd. not bad not bad =)
i like d ending~~ super touching~ =)
after tat~ had our lunch at vivo..haiz.. i wan arashi n el migos la =( next time ba =)

the lunch nt bad oso ^^

bee wif her seafood baked spaghetti=D



vansai wif his meatball baked spaghetti(nt nice one ><）



Ks wif his baked fish spaghetti
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after tis.. went to crazy mike sing K.. lame==
the screen kept on having problem ==
din join the steamboat coz my mum dun allow =(
went home at 6.00 o'clock..
erm... enjoyed d day very much~ especially d movie =D
a tiring but happy day ^^




p/s : tomolo wan go city square celebrate cn b'day.. how am i goin to convince my mum to let me go leh ?? @_@

sweet outing ^^

congratz to our Mr James for being selected as the Changi Youth Ambassador~~=D
congratulation la~~~^^ keep it up oo c:


bee in SSI



今天我们回到了SSI
一踏进校园，真的有种很久违的感觉T.T
我，james,samuel...一进去，遇到了老师~老师看到我们都很开心
还有很多学弟学妹...
我们一直逛一直逛...终于遇到了form 6 的朋友..他们看到我们是惊讶到无法形容的~~哈哈~不好意思啦
要给你们surprise吗~~娃哈哈哈~~~
就在那边一直聊一直聊~~ 真的很开心~好像会到了中学的时候~~=）
还遇到了阿富老大哦！！ 一直喊他~~哈哈~ 他是有无奈到~~><



之后呢~我们就去糖水吧庆祝妮妮的生日~
我，james,samuel,jackie,lawrence,quan,lili,cn,yang,zheng..

happi b'day ^^


一起吃东西~ 那里的三巴炒饭是赞的拉！！！哈哈~~ 然后就切蛋糕了~
跟你们在一起真的很开心，一起讲很废的东西~笑到我都要吐了==
今天过后又不懂几时才可以一起出来了...
也不懂几时才可以这么的开心...我真的很爱你们啦^^
还有啊~趁我去香港的时候看了toy story 3~ 累咯~我要跟你们一起看啦~
james讲下次一起去看‘grom up' （不懂spelling对吗><) promise la~~=D


哦！！我的laptop坏了==
试了很多方法都不行=（
幸好今天jackie来帮我弄~弄好了哦！！！
jackie 啊~~你真的是pro的咯！！！谢谢你叻
住酱远还特地来我家帮我弄~~ 不好意思啦><
还讲拜四要再来帮我放一些software~~OMG~ 你人真的真的太好了啦
万分的感激~去到上海不要酱好了啦
不然人家会占你便宜的=(..


今天的我真的非常非常开心哦！！！
很久都没有这样了~
朋友~有你们我真的好幸福哦！！！ =）
爱你们=D

yeah!!!!! tomolo having breakfast wif my dear dear frens oo~~
soooooo happy~ long time no gather wif them le~
gt lots of things wanna share wif them~~hahaha~
hv to sleep nw.. tomolo hv to wake up early~~
nite nite^^

macau~ cool me ><

wif sher fen ^^



i m back!!! wohoo~~~
i really enjoyed my trip soooooooooo much~ =D
i wish to go there again...^^
i love macau the most!!! gu jun pyo~~~~ wahahahaXD
i bought lots of things.. ate lots of food...
nw i bcum very fat le =( dunno how o.... T.T
these 6 days' memories ll live in my heart eternally ^^





p/s : took 2000+ photos == how m i goin to upload ar? @_@

4 more hours to HK

haha~~i m at changi airport's mcD nw..
wohoo~~~ later wan boarding le..
after my ''breakfast'' still manage to update my blog~~ yeah~~
later i ll go to starwalk, ''woman street'' n '' la xiang guan''
huiping, i ll help u kiss ip man de~
sir ar, no liang wen yin leh.. how ar ??? XD
wei zeik~ i help u kiss jolin la~~ ok??


i think i ll enjoy my trip very much~
but miss the fun picnic wif u guys =(
k la~~ gtg la~~
bon voyage again ^^

hong kong~ i m cuming~~~=D

yeah~~ going to Hong Kong later~~ wohoo~~ so excited~~=D
guys~ i will take lots of pics for u all to see one~
dun too miss me ya~ i ll miss u guys a lot =)

bon voyage~~

holiday~

today,sunway no electricity AGAIn== really lame..
our chemistry class bein cancelled ..
went to jusco watch ''shrek'' ~nt bad.. quite funny =D
our class T gt problem again... our names were nt printed there.. speechless=.=
haiz....
sasa~ i really admire ur '' straight forwardness''XD nt many ppl can do tis.. including me myself =(



after watching the movie, shao n us back to sunway 1st.. poor guang song.. everyone seems so reluctant to sit his car..at the end, he ended up driving alone back to school. poor him. =(

last lab wif meera today. took lots of pic.. i really cant stand ''someone'' fakeness!!! in front of tis teacher said lyk tis.. n in front of another teacher said another version!!! yer.. really hypocrites=( i HATE u!!!!


after our class, shao n i exchange our spec n took some pictures.. so funny..=D
my semester break starts le!!! time really flies.. suddenly very 感慨==
no matter how.. hope all of us can enjoy our holidays pretty much.. i will miss u guys a lot de ^^

theme day

today is our theme day oo~~ the theme is ''traffic light''
green- available yellow - it's complicated red- unavailable
wahaha~~~ so funny~
i wore yellow.. same wif sasa, meimei, sir, and xxxxxxx( forgt liao ><)
we took lots of pics today~ so happy~
miss woi gonna leave us after today... so sad.. she baked a cake for us ~
delicious but too salty >< but we do appreciate it a lot =) thx miss ^^
after tis, our bio class bein cancelled!! wohoo~~
we guys went to ''big mouth" to sing K.. (n waited for out class T oso)
enjoyed the fun very much... but at d end bein scolded by my mum...T.T
haiz.. she said i am too playful edi.. class cancelled oso dun wan inform her..
mummy ar.. i forgot le ma.. sorry la...=(


then i gt no mood to stay at there anymore..
felicia n me walked back to sunway 1st.. felicia oso in a bad mood..
we 2 kept on chatting all d way XD
the class T havent arrived yet==
all of them waited at school were so angry... haiz.. the situation quite awkward..
hope will get it soon ba =.=




one more day to holiday~~
two more days to hong kong~~
wohoo~~~ so happy~
looking forward my trip oo~~
i m very happy today =D

B.O.R.I.N.G

presentation day

一个星期的semester exam 过去了..没有想象中的开心..唉...我的result啊...=(

昨天是moral presentation...很兴奋下哦..可以穿美美..><去到学校...大家说我有OL feel.. 哈哈~~
sir 也是穿到很帅下~ 看到他的时候有吓到~=.= 平时很少酱帅~ >< 哦！还跟ivy穿情侣装哦~~ so sweet~~~ vansai啊~ 不要sad 啦~ 下次到你跟她穿~~XD presentation还蛮顺利的拉~只是太长了==
拍了很多照片~ 超级开心的~~~还有听到很多compliment~~~ wohoo~~~ (38 ><) 很开心啦~ 每天都可以这样该有多好....


昨天跟jackie聊了很久...9月就要去上海了...很舍不得他.. 他真的是很好的一个人...不管你有什么要求他都会答应你...还有上次我很down的事情他还记得..过了那么久，还来安慰我..有touched到~^^ 还有昨天对于我的attire '' sherlin.. u still can be better, but nw already the best le'' 哈哈~够38咯~ 不过谢谢你啦~嘻嘻~~~你真的是越来越38了>< jackie..很庆幸认识了你哦=）

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今天~~
我们的sir 去JPJ retest~~第三次了... 在学校我和慧萍还为他担心~~~不过幸好pass了~~finally~~~><
哈哈~~sir~ 以后可以载我们咯~~恭喜你啦~^^


我们还跟miss woi 去mcdonald吃午餐~很开心~
miss woi 明天最后一天在sunway了...很舍不得他~~~唉...
恩...还有阿~~今天阿劭穿high heel 哦！！！！！ 超级美的~~~ 哈哈~~大家都很惊讶~~><
今天也是很开心的一天=）



p/s : kampung sir :''blog is for u to tell others dun like me le.. '' so harsh~~>< blog is not for u to spread the content out after u had seen it! tis is not wad u so-call ''SHARE''.. is called revealing my privacy!!! eiyer...

cherish all d things u hv nw...
it is redundant for u to regret after u had lost it...


''用豁达宽阔的心去对待身边的事物...
你会发现，事情往往不是你想得那样，也没那么糟糕...''


there is still hv lots of things for u n me to learn=)

cried in school today.. again .. i m wondering.. when can i really be strong a bit?
.......
next week is our semester exam edi...yet i still failed my very 1st chemistry practical test... i managed to finish d exp. but insufficient time to complete my report!!!! i hate calculations.... realy hate=(
haiz... hope all d things ll go smooth next week =)

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tis week i m very happy oo=)
enjoy my ''school days'' so much~~

+u~ after 5 hell days then ll be very relax oo~~ wohoo~~
gambateh~~~~^^

为什么大人的世界那么复杂？
交个女朋友，男朋友都会存在着那么多的阴谋论
就不能简简单单一点吗？
大家都说我单纯，好骗...这样不好吗？自己开心就好了不是吗？
小时候真的很好
大家都那么的天真，可爱..一起玩，一起笑，没有任何目的的存在..
长大了就不行吗？



在很多人眼里，我永远都是一个小孩子..
永远被保护，被疼爱，被照顾....
因为这样的环境造就了这样的我
我讨厌复杂的人际关系，讨厌虚假的人们....
也讨厌为了要迎合大家而必须带着面具的我...
真正的我会不见了吗？....
我只是想要开开心心，傻傻的过每一天...
可是不行..看过太多太多的例子...也有太多太多的人跟我说
你必须要坚强，不能在做温室里的小花...必要时要戴着面具......
不喜欢这样....真的不喜欢...


幸福，快乐，有时看似很靠近
可是却又离你好远好远
大家是不是都忘了...幸福其实可以很简单..
只要简单的微笑....
庆幸的..至少..现在的我
是幸福的^^

miss woi wan leave us edi...
so sad.. many of us cried in the class jus nw..
really cant bear her to leave us.. she is such a good math teacher..=(
haiz....



today my ssi's fren went to eat steamboat oo...
i wish to join them but... my exam wan reach le.. so i better stay at home ba=)
dun blame me la... next time still gt chance one =)
exam exam exam....
i seems lyk cant master chemistry the most! how ar????
stupid chemical equilibrium, stupid hybridisation, stupid enthalpy!!!!!!
argh.... i almost wan crazy le =(
i think i can make it one..
all i nid is jus WORK HARDER.. i m too lazy le.. i will realli work harder n harder..
still left one week .. shuld b enough ba... hope so @_@



btw.. thx my tutor oso.. thx for being so patience when teaching me...
i feel really guilty n upset especially when i still cant sketch d eq. graph after ur umpteen times of teaching...realli sorry.. i will work harder one..=(


bee ar.. buck up..

明天又是星期一了
应该又会mondayblue...==
argh~~~~我突然间很想大喊....
很累很累
很多事烦着我啊
有时就算你不去惹人，只想静静过自己的生活
别人还是会要说你，伤害你
是因为嫉妒吗？
不知道
有时真的会觉得很累很累....=(

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semester exam 要到了...
怎样阿？？
加油加油啦~~~
可以的啦~~
嘻嘻~~
考完了就可以跟家人朋友去玩咯！！！！
大家~我很想你们哦~~ 快快约出来吧~~
香港，sentosa~~~
yeah~~~~
期待哦~~^^

恩..
不要等我了..
不值得啊...你会找到比我更好的女生的..
真的...看见你这样我也会心痛的..
不是说好一起努力过各自的生活吗..
不要浪费时间在我身上了...
我希望的是你每天都过得很开心..
不要让我失望，好吗？

对不起....

T.T
来到college的我..第一次缺席..
我生病了..
真的好辛苦哦=（
看了医生，吃了药..
那个咳嗽药厚..是有够lame的咯
吃了会increase rate of heartbeat 哦==
害我吃了心一直跳快快== 更辛苦=（
现在比较好了..
收到了很多朋友的sms...都叫我drink more water , sleep more..之类的
感动哦..有你们的关心我会好的更快哦^^
今早去了学校..
很累啊..因为math有extra class..所以我们只有半小时的break..整个就是赶=.=''
bio practical呢..就练习画画~ 累..
之后妈咪就来载我回家了.

今天还蛮开心的^^
因为又到了星期五~~
wohoo~~~~~its friday!!!!!!!!
guys.. enjoy ur sweet weekend ba^^

happy mother's day~

haha~~
happy mother's day to my dearest mummy oo!!!!
we celebrated at 北京楼
the food nt bad but hor.. cost 700 ++ oo =.=''
so lame..
my mum was so touched bcoz she tot tat we had forgotten tis special day~~
OMG~ mummy ar... it is impossible for us to forgt one la!!!
erm.. enjoy the meal..
then we gv our present to her..
she touched again^^
OMG.. me n my sis 's mask looked so mundane beside the nokia N97 ==
anyway~~ all of us enjoyed d day so much..
really happy when spending my time wif my family=)

mummy ar..
u must stay healthy n pretty oways o~
i promise u i will study hard de^^

argh~~ semester exam is around the corner edi
how ar???? argh~~ i should really work harder le.. T.T
enen ~ i believe i can make it de!!
ah bee ar~~ buck up!!!

huiping~ dun cry le la...
i understand ur feeling...
+u together ar :)


nid to go to do my math le...
bye bye~

回忆~~不舍~

ssi的bee认识了dato的你们
第一天对你们没什么印象
只记得我们傻傻的谈话
bee : 你叫什么名啊？
stella : 我叫信盈...
叫她stella就可以了.. (ks n vansai's stupid sound=='')
vansai : 我叫炜杰... /叫他vansai vansai (ks n stella)
ks : 我叫凯盛...我有英文名，叫lance，不过很少用，叫我凯盛就可以了..
你也可以叫他kns >< (stella)
当时的情况时有够混乱的...==



之后呢，在食堂
我买了饭，看到你们
就问stella '' 我可以跟你们一起吗？''
你就讲："可以啊，不用问得.." so sweet my dear~~
就这样，我们慢慢变得很好很好了
从so embarrassing 变成 so vulgar
so mundane so school days...
每天在courtyard 吃饭
面对很不gentleman的你们
(每次都不肯帮我们放碗）
我跟stella只好自己拿去放！XD


吃完饭了就做''math~'' （要很注重发音~)
要不然就在那边vulgaring 咯~
这种生活还真的是carefree噢~~
慢慢的~我驾车来了
就开始出去吃东西
很ps啊~每次都拉你们出去吃==
说真的，去了那么多地方
令我觉得最舒服最开心的是toast 还有johnny.
可能只有我们4个吧...可以乱乱讲话，乱乱吃~
那种感觉真的很好
ice-cream toast, tuna toast, hot &spicy rice...
真的好好吃哦~




stella,我会听你的劝告的
少出去，然后呢，就是每天呆在library就对啦~==
我会加油的！


信盈，炜杰，(so weird)
没有你们在我身边真的会不习惯哦
stella,每次break 5 的时候
我们都会看着对方
然后''washroom''~
然后就兴致勃勃跑去厕所
之后呢，就会准备水在手上
看是ks 还是vansai 遭殃....
哈哈~有一次ks 还露点哦~~ so vulgar~~~




然后呢，有很多很多的回忆
一起穿一样的衣服，一起act nerd。。
stella, our couple tee~~
''u make me real'' '' u make me laugh''
''u make me shy''
vansai, u r nt real~~~~~
u r jus imaginary~~

stella~baby, r u sick?
eeeee~~ so shy~~
我会很想念很想念这些quotes的~~
你们也不可以忘记哦~





还有在lab的时候
一起赶experiment
赶着洗apparatus..
你们的教导~
耐心的跟我讲~
总之我会努力的~
我爱你们~
在你们的心理留一个小小的空间让我们的回忆住着吧...
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今天在学校本来不想哭了的...
stella还challenge我...
可是阿，还是忍不住...
vansai的kindebueno还有一张纸。。。
stella的小册子...
真的令我太感动了...
我会掉眼泪，使因为你们得我这么做...


stella~
谢谢你跟我讲那么多
我都有听进去
我会加油坚强点的，不是说说罢了...我会实践它...
不管在selangor,sunway,kedah，还是england。。
我们都要一起加油，不要忘了对方！
以后有空回来sunway看看吧
看看我们的courtyard,canteen, 还有一间间我们上过的classroom...
我真的很高兴你们在我的人生中出现了
虽然只是短短的一个月~
你们会一直住在我心里的哦~^^
不要忘记我~
我相信我们一定能为我们的未来画上最绚丽夺目的颜色的！^^

''Stella~ bee~ wei zeik~ kae sheng~'' best buds 4ever~~~


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p/s: stella~ 我的舞蹈还可以吧？>< 你的catwalk 不错哦~~嘻嘻~

我爱你们！！~~^^

jus finish my breakfast wif lili, xr, cn, james, samuel,anus pang..
wad a nice n sweet breakfast :)
i can talk watever i wish to.... wohoo~~~
we laughed so loudly until d whole cafe's customers staring at us.. ==
aiyo~~ ''teenagers'' always like tis rite~~~ so, jus bear wif it~~ XD


cn them went to jusco yesterday...
too bad i cannot follow them coz i went to Malacca instead...
wif my dear family~~~:)
my skin wanna burnt le.. :( coz it was really shiny tat day , nw my face jus like charcoal :(
they seems had lots of fun tat day~
n they watched 叶问2 edi....
yer~~~~ i wish to watch it too~~ after my semester exam dunno still hv d chance to watch or nt ? :(



haha~~ i really enjoyed d breakfast..
we spoke lots of dialect jus nw...
damn funny~~~XD
samuel ar~ ur cantonese really nid to improve lar~~
orelse u speak like tis in KL~ yer~~ cant even imagine~~ too vulgar~ ( my sunways' frens oways said tis XD)
anus~ ur hakka nt bad ar~~~ XD
d funniest is d hokkien i said..
well, i m nt pro in speaking hokkien.. but cn insist me to speak..
so i jus simply say some tat learnt from stella them
'' cn, li jiak ba bo dai zi ar?
'' cn, an zhua?''
'' wo wu zai li gong hai mi gui la''

( u can jus kindly ignore me if u dun understand wad i wrote above.. coz me myself oso dunno wad i m writing == )

nw..
samuel back to KL le
cn back to ns
james n xr back to sg...
haiz... i realy hate to be seperated from all of u~~ :(
the moment we spent together really nice n sweet~
looking forward our next gathering ( sentosa or malacca ) wohooo~~~=)


hv to do my hw le..
arrr~~~ monday again~~
monday blue~~
n hv to face lots of stupid things :(
haiz.... cheer up~ bee =)

没有人值得你流泪..值得的那位不会让你哭..

现在的我好想你们哦..曾经我们那么努力的为5 sains 1 争取了那么多的荣耀

这个看板...应该是那时的轰动..我们班的英雄...通宵赶出来的~真的是帅哦！！

唉...现在啊...大家都不在一起念书了..我真的很想念你们

想念你们把我当小妹妹一样照顾...想念你们的细心...

想念你们每次作弄我`...

昨天，星期四...

一群好姐妹来找我..真的是很开心和感动哦..因为之前发生了一些不愉快的事

看到你们我真的很想哭..我想你们也察觉到了吧

谢谢你们的体贴...爱你们^^
可是啊...当把我自己的心情说出来...却被他说成是装委屈...

‘你在你朋友面前扮到几委屈哦’唉..竟然说我是装的..

当下的我听了..和伤心也很失望...你或许不知道...

你的玩笑....会让人有多尴尬

你可能会觉得...我是不会伤心难过的..

可是..我也是像一般的女生一样..会伤心流泪的..

当我回到班上时...真的很想哭

stella,谢谢你啊~my dear~~~

你去了matrix..我都不知道可以怎样...

今天~bio practical..method我和惠萍不会

去问了kerqin...他教了我们之后...我们才发现是错的

很无奈....他叫我过去..问我

'你不会看字啊...’有hurt到...很想哭..为什么你们都这样的？

一定要这样伤人吗？

我也是会难过的...

samuel,jackie, 国权，阿悦，james, chenghui, my sisters...

想念你们

每次都耐心的教我

耐心的聆听我的心事...不会对我说一些伤人的话...

没有你们在我身边..我有时真的会很无助..

5年与2个月的朋友

的的确确是有差别的.....

stella~ 你不同哦^^

我应该要坚强点吧...

my ssi's frenssssss cum n look 4 me yesterday oo~~
so sweet~~~
after finishing my class, they waited 4 me at courtyard edi
so ''bliss' when i saw them..
date wif them in jusco...
having secret recipe...
n celebrate jackie's b'day..
i felt really mirth on tat day =)

jackie ar.. take care when u go to shanghai o~
i will miss u a lot de~
my sisters ya~~~~ take care oso~
we r nw pursuing our own dream...
must gambateh! i m very sure tat we will bcum very successful in one day~^^


love u all~ muackkssssssss~~~

我真的很伤心
为什么每次都是这样？
每次都要责骂我？
在你们说对我失望的同时
有想过我的感受吗？
有想过我的心也在流泪吗？
我只能把自己武装起来
在你们责骂我的时候
假装坚强
我已经尽力把一切做到很好了
没有这么懒惰
态度也改善了很多
为什么你们还是不满意
还要这样来伤我的心.........



或许我就是这样的一个女生
不是一个好女儿，好姐姐，好妹妹...
我从来都没扮演好我的角色...
只会向你们要求这个那个...
我到底应该怎样？
我累了...
真的累了....

erm.. nw at Sunway's PC room .. alone
waiting my fren to send me home :(
haiz.. jus nw read wei zeik's blog..
a bit touching.. he asked me try to mix wif others coz he n stella wan go to matrix le..
haiz...can u 2 pls dun go.. i will miss u 2 pretty much u knw??? :(
after KS gt his JPA .. he will go too.. leave me alone.. haiz.. dunno how la..
hv try to learn to be more independant le.. cannot always rely on them..

i admit.. i m really very sloppy sentiment..
will feel touch even a very very small things..
will feel sad.. feel happy towards reali small things..
i wish to change too.. but i found out tat it is much more difficult than i tot...
arrr....
feeling a bit down nw... without any reason... :(

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nw share some happy n funny matters~ :)
today me, stella,ks,wei zeik.. we 4 wore white polo tee to college..
n we buttoned up all d buttons~~ XD
haha~
n i wore my spec too.. d 1st time i wear spec to school... so funny n embarrassin...
haha~ we looked sooo nerd~ i feel lyk everyone ''staring'' at me.. ==
coz i really look stupid wif my whole attire.. will upload d photos later.. XD
we took lots of photos today.. we act nerd together.. at d staircase ..
n suddenly one lady teacher cum .. we all stunt there.. haha~ reali funny~wahahahaXD
i bet tis will b a very very sweet memory b4 u 3 go...
no matter wad u all decide.. i reali do cherish all d times we spent together..
i realy love u all ~ muackssss^^

erm.. today was raining damn heavily...
cant even see the road.. luckily Kok liang helped me to drive my lovely car :)
my life at sunway college is indeed fun n quite carefree..
i can totally adapt to my college's life edi..
haiz.. but i start to worry nw...
will i neglect my academics due to the too carefree lifestyle?
will i change back to wad i usually did during form 5 times?
arrrr... quite perplexed nw..
i will strive for it one..
i wouldn't do all d stupid things tat will ruin my future...
my goal..my aim... i m sure these all will cum true one day..
my NUS, NTU.. wait me ya :)
i will nt hesitate to pursue my dream n goal...
shelin ar ~ +u oo :)


P/s: today quite angry.. coz one of my stupid relative done a stupid thing.. so childish n vulgar.. eeeee...:(

happi b'day~

哎哟...现在的我...

心情怪怪的..

看着照片..

看着曾经的我们...

突然间有很多很多的感触...

兴啊..我很想你...

真的很想..

我会好好照顾自己，加油的

我答应你..

你也是哦

在另一个世界要照顾好自己

要开开心心的....

happy b'day...^^